This is some of the most recent stuff I have made :)

Don’t give me crap about being a bad daughter. He had it coming. I have big issues with my father and its no joke. My Father never hit me, or physically abused me in anyway, but the verbal abuse was unbearable. He is also so the biggest hypocrite EVER.

All that aside, I have been debating whether or not I should contact him. Funny since he lives 15 minutes from me. Yeah I might look pretty rotten, but If you knew him, you would think the same. Everyone that knows him feels some type of animosity towards him. So I have decided to write him a letter, but I don’t know when I’m going to write it or send it. It will probably be soon. Like, within the next week.

On some good fathers day news, me and the kid are going shopping for her dad (well he’s her step dad) on Saturday. I’ll let you know what we get him later so he doesn’t come to my blog just to find out what he’s getting. Then we are probably gonna take him fishing on Sunday. But we don’t know yet because its gonna be HOT!

So Happy Father’s Day in advance to all the Fathers that deserve it :)

Today was probably the first really extremely hot day here in good ol’ Tracy. This adamn town gets too hot. I say this every year, I bitch about it every year, yet I am still here. Anyway it is totally unbearable.

We took a trip out to the bay today (Fremont) to drop of this kid at Grandmas and it was resonably nice out there. We missed the traffic thank god coming back. And now we are here and I have to deal with slow computers. Spyware is infecting both of my computers and I think it had spread to me becasue I just got over another damned cold that I didn’t even see coming. blah…

On top of that my education is suffering. This last semester was probably my worst performance in college ever. I am ashamed of myself. So I need to pick it up for summer semester. Yes…. i’ll be going to school this summer, luckily I go to school online so its not a big hassel. So you are probably wondering how I could screw up so bad if I go to school online. Well leave it up to me. Where there is a will there is a way…

oopsie daisy… don’t just blog anywhere people. This poor soul was ousted by NCAA officials during the 5th inning of a championship baseball game. Is this censorship? I’m not too sure, but i’ll be keeping an eye out to see what happens. I wonder if anyone else has encountered this? Is this a first for blogging?

click here to read the story

I’m not new to blogging. I started blogging in december of 2000. Damn, has it been that long? I started at xanga. And lo and behold my xanga site is STILL THERE! I was reading it and I can’t believe the drama (that finally ended late last year and mostly due to drinking). I had a post at 1:56am on Sept. 11th… Anyway I have been at this for far too long.

All my previous blogs were how my relationship exuded dramatic episodes. Talking bad about my b/f because he was screwing up all the time due to drinking (He is now going to AA, sober for almost 9 months and we are married). I can’t believe I would air my dirty laundry like that to whoever happened to find my pathetic spot on the web.

Well thank god those days are over. We have crap to go through now, but it involves everyday family stuff like bills, scheduling, cleaning etc. I feel good that my now husband and I were able to straighten things out.

I also have my Blogger blogs from back in the day. I might post a selective few of those old posts. But most of the posts are negative. And I don’t want to put TOO much of my negative crap out there. There is already so much with out my help.

I have been toying with the fact that I need a bike. My daughter and husband have bikes and they usually go riding together. Lets face it, I am good at things that require sitting such as horseback riding, bike riding and the internet.

Anyway I don’t even know what type of bike I would want. I have been thinking of a beach cruiser. I mean they are cool and sutible for a 30 year old mom to ride. No one wants to see me ride down the street on a BMX type bike or a lowrider bike (yes we have a lowrider bike). So I am thinking a beach cruiser would fit me perfectly. Plus I can get it on hot pink or purple (hopefully), because I need something flashy. :)

I think this would be the perfect fit for me, and I wouldn’t embararass my daughter riding something boys her age ride. I’m not into off road bike riding so a mountain bike seems like overkill for me. This is the perfect solution for riding to the store with my family or to the park for a picnic.

So probably pretty soon here I am going to purchase a bike and I think i’ll go with the beach cruiser.

(This is a sponsered post, but I am really getting a bike)

So I am sick. I woke up yesterday and I knew It was coming. That inevitable scratchy throat, watery eyes and trying to hack crap up. I am chalk full of vitamin C, tapitaio hot sauce and crushed red peppers. I hate allergy and cold medicine even though they do keep me functioning.

Plus since I moved to the valley (7 years ago from the bay area) I have been suffering from allergies more. OH well i’ll get over it. The kid is sick too and the hubby is congested. We are all captive in this house together and they are wearing down the pipes watching you tube. I’m trying to get HW done and of course blog.