i’ve been in a moody mood lately. Just a sad, doomed feeling comes over me. I still don’t know what I want to be when I grow up. Stupid huh? I don’t like bringing my doom and gloom to my blog, so I don’t want to go too far in to it.

I am VERY excited that at 12:01 am TONIGHT i will have my Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows book in my hot little hands. I have work tomorrow and Sunday so I have to read in my spare time. I’ll be up for a couple hours reading tonight, or in the morning I should say.

Anyway I have work to do…

I just got done watching a news report of another child who has drown. This is a week after a child drowned at Great America, a popular theme park in Santa Clara, Ca. I am wondering what parents are thinking when they are around large bodies of water. Apparently they aren’t thinking.

I know my daughter doesn’t swim well. When she was smaller I ALWAYS kept an eye on her. Most parents don’t leave the small children alone in the bath tub. Why would you take your eyes off of them in a larger deeper body of water?

Come on now people, WATCH YOUR KIDS IN THE DAMNED WATER!

I saw the 5th movie, Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix last Thursday. It was pretty unanimous that we all loved it. I am waiting patiently, as are millions of other fans for the 7th book to come out. I am excited as are all Harry Potter fans.

I know there is so much speculation on who’s gonna die in the 7th book and the question of the last 10 years who’s gonna live, Harry or Voldemort. I will have to hide this book from prying eyes around this household. From those that don’t want to read the books and only want to see movies and who get jealous because I always know whats going to happen in a movie.

This should be a great event. I will be locked in my room until I am done reading this book :)

I have remodeled. I like it. A lot. I hope to offend someone, becasue then maybe i’ll get some action on this damned blog. I figured I’d throw a little violence in with all the damned fuzzy cute cats. I swear the cats are more violent then me.

So I got a new job. And its a really cool job. I collect car data out here in my area for car dealers and put their cars on the internet. I can make my own hours and do my design work.

It sucks though because it has been SUPER HOT out here. I’m sure the western heat wave has had plenty of media coverage.

Anywa I have too many irons in the fire. I dropped my classes for the summer semester. I know I can always go back, and I will. There are some other things I have to drop also. I’m not happy about it, but there is only one of me.

4th of July was a blast, no alcohol and PLENTY of food. We bbq’d with our neighbors across the street and our next door neighbors. We got in a huge water fight with the kids and it was a blast. I haven’t had fun like that since I was a kid. Just pure fun, no chemicals added. We watched all sorts of illegal fireworks from all around including our court.

Although my cats didn’t really enjoy it and my dog (the little pansy) had to come inside because he was freaking out so bad.

It was a good week and I sorted more things out.

Anybody that knows anything about me knows that I am a fiend for the Deftones. I love the music, I love the band, I LOVE Chino Moreno. They can’t do any wrong in my eyes.

I saw them at the Stockton Civic Auditorium on Sunday night (7-1). This was the first rock concert played at the auditorium in 9 years. The last rock concert played there was the Red Hot Chili Peppers and I ronically the Deftones opened for them that night.

The last time I saw the Deftones was September 27th 2004 in San Francisco ant the Grand. That was an amazing show as well. It had been far too long since I had seen them due to adult responsibilities getting in the way. It was time.

Sunday nights show was amazing. After 10+ years they are still VERY relevant and still make fantastic music and no one performs live like they do. I have been to so many Deftones shows in the last 8 years and even saw Chino’s side project Team Sleep perform 4 years before the Team Sleep CD even came out. I was never disappointed.

I have even met Chino twice in one damned month (back in December 2001) and my friend and I had strawberry Daquri’s with Abe (the drummer) and some of his friends.

I have ALOT of memories involving the Deftones and I cherish them all.