Saturday morning cartoon is late. I’m late on everything, work, homework… anyway we all need cartoons in our lives.

I would get totally giddy at the site of a My Little Pony. I only had two, one a friend had given me with no tail and a baby zebra my mom bought for me… I don’t think I only had two because of the lack of money, because I had a crap load of Strawberry Shortcake toys.

But I still loved the ponies. They were colorful, and it was a totally innocent fantasy land.

Check out my Orble post of the My Little Pony intro.

So yes, this morning I regretted getting that wine. I know it wouldn’t solve anything. But it did confirm that at the time of consumption, I did feel good.

No I didn’t feel very well all day and doing my job was an inconvenience. Stupid I know. I feel bad for myself that I drank after not drinking for a year. Oh well, I AM getting over it.

So If I ever do drink again, I am sure it won’t be for awhile. I remembered this morning why I decided not to drink in the first place. I hate hangovers.

I just needed a reminder.

so I mark the day after my first year sober with wine. Yes, indeed. I havent drank in a year and I decided to get some red wine today. I have reasons… then I dont. And i have no excuses. So there. I’m drinking wine and I am happy and tired. Husband doesnst care. Although he probablym does, but that is neither hear nor there with me now. Hes hellbent on NOT drinking. And if he does that means he is dying and that would be his last wish.

As for myself, it is really complex. I believe that I am an alcoholic, but I am a functioning one, and I will go do my job tomorrow. Thats all I can guarantee for now.

So yeah… I haven’t drank in a year and now I am drinking wine…

Today my husband and I have 1 year alcohol free. It really is his day, because he goes to AA. We have accomplished a lot in this year, but it takes a minute to clean up a drunken mess. We are still struggling financially (see previous post) because of things we screwed up when we were hittin’ the sauce. Well at least we don’ drink anymore aye?

With that being said I have been thinking of wine lately… dammit if they can drink it in catholic church WHY CAN’T I?! I am on the verge of throwing a two year old temper tantrum.

This is supposed to be a post of accomplishment. So yeah it is a big accomplishment to not drink for a year. Especially for a lush like me. If I do take that drink of wine, well you will be the first to know (whoever YOU are).

Not drinking brings plenty of good things, like better skin, more energy, no hangovers, no world wars, no DUI programs and valid licenses.

So I am not totally bummed that I don’t drink…

This is a huge accomplishment for my husband and I didn’t think he could do it. He knew he could, or he knew I would walk out that door.

Congratulations honey… being married to me and not drinking is a feat in itself… ha ha… x;)

Mine suck. We have moved to get out of all this debt and in the long run it will benefit us. Right now we are caught up in all sorts of bills. I am taking care of the debt though. I have contacted almost everyone and set up payment plans. I have some money from school coming so that gonna help to pay off some people.

Anyway we are in the HOLE big time right now. So the only thing I can do is work or homework. And even working costs money (gas). I have to drive to Turlock today which is about a 45 minute drive. Tomorrow I start marketing and I am PETRIFIED to say the least. For some reason I think I can sell used car dealers internet services. The thought makes me giggle. But it is comission and what do we need? MONEY! Good kids… I have to do anything just short of murder and prostitution to bring money in to this damned house. After all this is the kind of job I wanted. Right? Sometimes I wonder what the hell I ‘m doing…

Anyway if anyone is interested in helping a sister out I am taking donations. x;)

We have been moving for 3 weeks. Yes, 3 effing weeks. Today we did the final clean out. General cleaning, getting rid of garbage and given things away. We were there for about 5 hours today.

I scraped caulking of all away around the bathtub. I wanted to do that instead of cleaning the stove… i felt like a man… haha… my husband cleaned the stove x;D.

So now I am in the middle of homework (installing oracle on my laptop and talking about hate groups) and I need to work on some work.

Anyway I am happy we are out of there. I don’t think that place ever had a very good vibe, but like every relationship, i am still sad. It is like a loss almost.

Good Bye Swarthout ct.

Were you a fan of She-Ra? Oh I loved She-Ra so much… And her friends. I only had two of the dolls (She-Ra and Glimmer) but I always watched the cartoons.. At my orble blog 80’s and 90′S You Tube, I posted the intro to the She-Ra Cartoon… oh those were the days.