It seems when a person is brought down by life, others do all they can to keep a person down. Or they just don’t care that that person is down and that of course makes the down person feel like shit. To say the least.
Lately everyday is a challenge. I feel like I’m being thrown the 10 fucking plagues. Except its a new version for the modern era. I know its life and it happens to everyone, but on a daily basis? I seriously can’t handle it anymore. I know I got myself into, well, all of my situations, but a little fucking understanding from people would be nice.
I feel beaten down, exposed and very vulnerable. I cry whenever I get the chance to and I hope for the best. I have had to pick myself by the boot straps with no doctors, medications or rehab.
I am trying to see the lighter side. I know with hard work I can get out of this rut. I know I’m O.K…. its everyone else thats fucked up. x;)
