Today we went out on a friend’s boat out on the Delta. She is actually a coworker also. I’m not the water and sun type. Used to be when I was a kid. I wanted to go to kick it with my friend, meet her husband and friend, and see my daughter and husband have a good time swimming and fishing.

I had fun just kicking it. I don’t know if I was a damper since I didn’t swim or anything, but its just not for me. I just enjoyed the boat ride.

I was actually in the sun for longer than I usually am. I don’t like the sun much. I’m such a vampire. I managed not to get burned by slathering on sunblock spf 50. I also spent a lot of time on the beach in the shade.

So I had fun. Perhaps if I participated in swimming and all that it would have been more fun. Its just not for me.

I have been indulging lately. In bad vices, good food and evil money. I haven’t been working out like I used to and I am way out of shape. For the most part I am healthy. I don’t drink soda, well maybe once a week, I eat my veggies, drink water, etc.

I feel tired, I feel blah, I feel like I am almost 32…

Oh wait, I will be in two months.

I don’t want to feel sluggish. I don’t want to drag myself in from work, and plop down to two or three bad vices, then pass out. I need energy, I need good sleep, I need a flatter belly good dammit. I only want to lose about 15 pounds. I am realizing that I need to change my ways, again.

I wish I would write more. It would probably help my moods. Financial stress is more than I can bare, and I don’t even have a home to foreclose on. I rent, and that’s stressful enough. Well what makes it all stressful is my debt problem. I am really trying to help myself and I guess that’s why I haven’t been here. Between almost being late on payments, not being able to take care of debt, rising prices in just about everything necessary to survive in our country. I guess life’s a bitch and then you die. Fine, I’ll accept that.

On a more creative note, the layout is in tribute to Heath Ledger and his Joker. I do not take any credit for taken these pictures.

Well today is Sunday and we have plenty to do. Laundry, clean the kitchen, get gas etc….

I HATE TRAFFIC! There, I got it off my chest. Fuck man, traffic is frustrating. I commute every morning and I have to leave WAY TOO FRIGGIN’ EARLY to got to work.

Damned if you do and damned if you don’t.

I realy don’t think about it much, but this is my fucking blog, so I am complaining. I knew taking a job that I was going to obviously have to commute to was going to be a bitch to get to.

Blah.

I really love Madonna’s new cd. But I’m afraid I have to listen to something else now. I have listened to it none stop since sunday. I love it!

So I guess if you can just ignore that crap (traffic) and take in the goodness (Madonna).

I have no time. I am SOOOO behind on homework and I will be getting shitty grades, work is driving me absolutely nuts and I just want to sleep.

I actually slept A LOT over the weekend becasue of a lousy spider bite. No I didnt go to the doctor, and yes I still have my arm.

I have seen the Assasination of Jesse James byt the Coward Robert Ford, Sweeney Todd, the Demon Barber of Fleet Street and Brokeback Mountain in the last month. An needless to say I have a new outlook on men and what drives them to stupidity. LOL I really did love all three of those movies, but they scared me for life.

Check out my flickr because I have two lame videos up.

I can’t think of anything fun to do so Im getting more tats soon. Oh and finish paying off debts and bills. blah.

I start school tomorrow. Yeah i just go to school online, it is school nonetheless. I am tired from work. I have devised a plan to take are of some of my debt and we are going to buy soccer cleats this friday for my daughter.

I really want to see a baseball game… Oh and congrats to Crisitano Ronaldo for his record setting season of most goals over there  at Manchester United. Last I checked he was at 34 goals.  I know I just said I wanted to see a baseball game and then talk about soccer, but I am upset about the state of baseball.

I will be doing taxes this weekend and rearranging some furniture.

I will be talking specifics soon. I have some issues to vent about, but now is not the time.

March 9th marked one year of my blog, and I was no where to be found. I have been working and relaxing. We are going through many transitions, but when the dust settles here in the next week, I just might have time to update this blog more often.

But like I said we are going through a lot right now, but it is all good stuff. I am really liking my job and it keeps me off my ass. Plus the money isn’t bad.

Oh eah and its baseball season again! GO A’S AND GIANTS!