I had to make myself get out of bed this morning. But I did get out of bed… I pryed myself out, threw coffee down my throat and proceeded to holler at animals, rattle on nervously about the day ahead of me and anxiously, shower. I had gotten a brief charge out of going out today. But thats the exhibitionist in me, which was quickly squashed by the nervous wreck in me. So, it made for an interesting day.

My daughter was along for the ride and she keeps me sane and occupied as if the work wasn’t enough. Oh yes… lets add that to my list of weird things… parenting at work. I know a lot of us women do it these days, but when I got to talk through my teeth at my kid because she is out towards the side walk when she should be closer to the  inside of the car lot. Or because she is in the way of a picture of a car i’m trying to take, or because shes just farting around. It keeps my mind off the crap that has me down. Seriously. x:|

We get to stay home tomorrow because its going to rain like the end times and I’m ready for it!

Can you believe these zoo idiots? Why do they even have a tiger in the first place? Or any of those friggin’ animals… An unfortunate accident? Unfortunate yes… but it was probably negligence on behalf of some moron that the tiger even got out. So we got to read about this wild animal, practicing its animal instincts, kill this poor, now nationally televised, soul. I can’t believe that is even happening. We, as a society, get dumber everyday. x; |

The those wretched mortals that killed that family of 6. WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO FUCKING STUPID AS TO OFF A WHOLE FAMILY YOU FUCKING IMBECILES? It doesn’t matter you are done for. Some advice to the idiot and idiotette? Don’t pick up the soap in the shower and watch out for BROOM HANDLES respectively. I hope you both rot in your miserable hell.

Really, should we really be protesting abortion. Because from the looks of society some could have benefited. I’m sick and tired of reading about morons. Why is everyone so FUCKING nuts? Even our popstars are crazy and they have never been THAT crazy in any other point in history. Seriously, Madonna wasn’t that crazy… Anyway people need to just CALM THE FUCK DOWN. I probably do to, but I pay for this space so FUCK YOU.

Now that I have demonstrated  my use of the word Fuck and dislike of idiots, I am going to end my post now… Hope your holidays are better than mine…

So with Jaime-Lynn Spears’ revelation, comes weird backlash. Such as being disappointed in her, but commending her ability to be responsible now. So the only thing that I see here is something that happens all over the country everyday. I don’t care who it is, teenagers are having sex and becoming parents. It is now more acceptable to be young, pregnant and keeping the baby than it is to be young, pregnant and aborting.

If Jaime-Lynn Spears decided to abort, we would have never heard about it. Which I think is a shame. I believe all girls should be aware of ALL their choices. Anyway I am not about to go on a pro-choice rant.

So I believe that parents need to be parents at this time. My daughter is well aware who Miss Spears is, but never really got into her show on Nickelodeon. When I told her she rolled her eyes and walked away. We later talked about it and she knew that it was wrong for her to get pregnant. My daughter has already heard of teenage neighbor girls getting pregnant. She, as well as the rest of America, knows it happens.

Now that it has a Hollywood spotlight, perhaps teen pregnancy will be given more serious attention. Perhaps people will parent their daughters to become decent, honest women and to teach their sons the same. If anything should come from this it should be a rapport between pre-teens & teens and their parents.

This baseball steroid thing is right up there with rising gas prices and my finances in causing bad stomach aches. All three make my stomach turn and I am hoping all three get better.

The names named in the Mitchell Report isn’t really the issue. Its the accomplishments those names have made that is in jeopardy. Baseball history could be altered and baseballs path is to be rewritten once again. This time with indictments, allegations, informants and outside drug testing agencies.

I wrote in this blog post that i really didn’t care what Barry did, I am still a fan. I still stand by that.

Was it right to do what these players have all been called on? Was it illegal? Did they know it was wrong?

Seems to me if you put a bunch of men together they really don’t know whats going on half the time and at that moment it probably felt totally acceptable to “juice” up the game. And that was probably just the owners.

They should have let them continue using cocaine; bloated gods or sucked up crackheads? seems baseball benefited for years with the former. Human growth hormone was unchartered territory no taboo associated with it as is with cocaine. So it went undetected that these big names were enhancing their performance, attendances rise, records break everyone is rich and fat (no pun intended) and happy.

Ok I’m rambling and talking shit. Oh an one more thing… I think it does have to do with owners… Pacbell/SBC/ATT park is the park that Barry built… perhaps on a shaky foundation? I mean the phone company can’t even settle with a damned name. (no offense AT&T… and i’ll pay my bill soon too…)

Perhaps the writing is on the wall about Barry. But he isn’t the only one to be held accountable. It looks like this WILL go right on up to the owners. These high profile players are temporary scape goats and ultimately the owners benefited.

Seems like bad luck has been running rampant in my life lately. No, it has nothing to do with wrong choices… just bad karma probably. Anyway I have had to repair my car and a couple of other things have gone wrong. I always worry and its hell on my stomach. I have constant stomach aches because of money and time or lack of both.

There is light at the end of the tunnel though. I think the bad crap is finally going to subside. We are embarking on new adventures around here. I will be writing about those soon

So I live in Stockton, Ca. And before I moved here I heard of shootings and what not. Well last night it got up close and personal. There was a shooting in front of my house.

My husband believed it to be firecrackers… firecrackers my ass. Those bangs were too damned big. MY husband went out for a ciggarette and the gunman actually walked by him and looked at him. My husband didnt realize it was the gun man until the gunman was about 20 feet away and the cops told his ass to get on the ground.

My husband said dude didn’t even look like the type to be shooting a gun. Who does. What does a shooter look like? With the shootings going on all over the country and the wielding of fire arms all over the world, I don’t think there is a set profile for a shooter.

So this is the second weird thing that has happened here. I have witnessed and been involved in a lot of weird things so really i’m not THAT concerned. I hate moving so it will take a lot more than idiots with guns to make me leave.

Seriously I wanted to cry.

I don’t want to hear about what Barry Bonds supposedly did, and I don’t give a shit if its true. I wonder how many players are in the baseball hall of fame that were juiced. You don’t think there is any? Then you are as naive as I am.

I hope none of it sticks. I mean he isn’t O.J.Simpson for fucks sake.

They can’t take those home runs away. All his fans know those were his.

And no one in major league baseball could have done what he did. EVEN if THEY were juiced. Yeah nimrod (or excuse me, A-rod) is supposed to break Bonds’ record some time in the next decade, but seriously, so what.

Screw that asterisk, the feds and Jeff Passan.