counting down...

it is getting nerve wracking waiting for this day. then I'm wondering what if I don't conceive that month? oh god... i don't know if i can handle waiting another month.

There is still things that have to be done, but they will get done by july 3rd.

i am even wondering if i will even want to write in my blogs when I am sick. Well Wouldn't it be wonderful if Id dint get sick? I know I will. but I am trying to be optimistic.

anyways... its getting closer...