nervous

So its not that long until its time to try to conceive. I am so nervous. Sometimes I wonder what I am thinking. But I really want another child before time slips away.

I think of how sick I will get and it makes me sick thinking about it. But I know I have to go through that.

well this blog will be more active becasue the time is getting closer. If everything goes as planned I should be getting sick aroun the end of July. 3 months and two more period to go!