That counter is putting on the pressure

The days are getting less and less between the time I TTC and now. Sometimes I'm wondering what the hell I'm doing. Am I a glutton for punishment? No, I just want to exercise my womanly rights. I mean the level of sickness I go through is no joke. And only HG women can really identify with what I am saying.

There is a lot to be done still to get ready. After all it is less than a month and a half away!

counting down...

it is getting nerve wracking waiting for this day. then I'm wondering what if I don't conceive that month? oh god... i don't know if i can handle waiting another month.

There is still things that have to be done, but they will get done by july 3rd.

i am even wondering if i will even want to write in my blogs when I am sick. Well Wouldn't it be wonderful if Id dint get sick? I know I will. but I am trying to be optimistic.

anyways... its getting closer...

nervous

So its not that long until its time to try to conceive. I am so nervous. Sometimes I wonder what I am thinking. But I really want another child before time slips away.

I think of how sick I will get and it makes me sick thinking about it. But I know I have to go through that.

well this blog will be more active becasue the time is getting closer. If everything goes as planned I should be getting sick aroun the end of July. 3 months and two more period to go!